39. Buddhahood – Tazzy baba da Love Test

What I wanted to ask next was what I am sure comes to many minds,
“How does one find out if he really loves a girl or it’s just physical attraction, a sexual desire?” and the answer that I got from Tazzy babaji knocked me out of my senses at once,
“Have Sex with her!" he beamed.
"Are you serious?" he knocked me off with that one; it was a ‘strange’ answer.
"Yes" said Tazzy firmly and I didn't really understand him.
“But that may not be possible all the time?” I expressed and pat came the reply,
"Then imagine having sex with her, imagine the face of the person about whom you have such a doubt, bring that person in your thoughts and do it. You know what I mean? Soon you will reach the point of orgasm and just when you have an orgasm, in that instant just after the orgasm answer this simple question ‘Do I still want to be with this girl?’ and you will know. If the answer is 'No' then your love is only a physical attraction towards that person because you no longer want her after an orgasm and if the answer is 'Yes' then your love for that person is true because even after an orgasm you want to be with that person, so it is not only physical attraction that you have for this person there is a lot more to it" Tazzy explained. I had never heard something like this before, a weird test but somehow it appealed, I had never thought of (that) as a love test.
"Does this work?"
"Of course it does, just try it, no harm in trying?"
"Yeah, no harm in trying" I replied willing to try it some time but I couldn't hide my smile.
"Why are you smiling?" Tazzy's question only made it worse I began laughing.
"Why are you laughing?"
"Your love test, it's funny, ha ha"
"So it is, but it works"
"Have you tried?"
"Of course, you think I am guessing?"
"Alright, ha ha" I just couldn't avoid my thoughts.
"Just be sure of the timing"
"Of what?"
"Of asking the question, ask it at just the right moment, just when you've had an orgasm, within that split second" Tazzy elaborated.“Alright, alright, ha ha” I couldn’t help laughing at Tazzy baba's love test.