41. Buddhahood – How blessed you are

Tazzy meditated and then again opened his eyes and spoke,
“Let me show you how blessed are you” he said, “Close your eyes and travel with me” Tazzy closed his eyes again and began concentrating. Simply trusting him, I too closed my own eyes and began waiting for his words to fall on my ears. He was silent for about one minute, during which I contemplated what he was about to do or say to me.
“Let your mind relax, leave behind all your thoughts the good ones the bad ones, imagine you have wings and you are flying amongst the clouds, some Siberian cranes have just passed you and you are waving your hand at them saying bye-bye, the cool breeze is hitting your face and chilling your mind clearing all thoughts, now you are above the snow covered alps, and below, shahrukh and kajol are dancing you can see them, ‘jara sa jhoom lon mein, arye na-re-na-re-na…’ Now you are flying upwards towards the sky leaving behind the earth…”
I was mentally travelling just as Tazzy was directing, I could actually see kajol dancing in her red skirt on the mountain snow and shahrukh with his unkempt hair twisting his rear assets,
‘O ji mein raj…’
‘Na kon raj…’
‘O tuhada juai…’
‘Hain…’
‘O tuhada juai hai na kuljeet, oda jigri dost raj…’
‘Haye bada pyaara munda hai’
Funny, I wondered what my friend wanted to show me, I curiously followed him.
“You are passing by the beautiful moon, white beauty. Now you are moving deep into space far-far away from the earth and the moon, in the unknown darkness around you and there in far distance in front you see a big-bang happening a flash of explosion, light and only light there is cosmos are being created, you see that for millions of years they keep moving away and away farther and farther the whole universe is at work, the galaxies are forming, the stars are forming it’s taking them millions of years they are burning they are working, now after billions of years the sun has become, the earth is forming it’s hot right now, for next millions and millions of years it is working hard to bring down its temperature, it’s revolving incessantly working tirelessly, then the first life form appears on earth you can see it, then the earth spends the next millions of years beautifying itself more and more and more…”
Tazzy fell silent and his silence meant I was very close to what he wanted to show me. I was in suspense, and he asked me a simple question,
“Then the earth spends the next millions of years beautifying itself more and more and more… tell me Harry why?”
I was clueless, I had no answer and instead I wanted him to say those magic words which would unlock this beautiful suspense he had created.
“To give you four beautiful years with Ansh, to give you three beautiful years with Aneesh, Sehej, Avneet, Saher, the whole universe has worked so hard for billions of years just for you, that is how important your are to this existence, that is how blessed you are…”
His words hit my mind and heart like spear of light. I was speechless thoughtless humbled. I suddenly felt warm all around me and inside as if the whole existence was embracing me, that is how important I was to the existence and I had never realised that.
“Open your eyes”
When I opened my eyes, he looked into my eyes and asked.
“You could have well been born alongside Hitler, as a Jew in the times when they were being mercilessly killed, but you walk this earth alongside Aneesh and Ansh and Sehej the girls who fill your heart with such joy and bliss, that is how blessed you are, look at that smile on your face that comes just by hearing their names” Tazzy poked his finger in my left cheek, and by now I was laughing, he was right, even hearing their names made me smile for no reason, I didn’t know why.
“Why does this happen?”“Because you are pure and sensitive to love, it’s rare, especially the ability to fall in love so easily and with so many girls at the same time ha ha ha hee hee hee” Tazzy laughed and I blushed…